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Nov. 1st, 2009

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i know i don't update this nearly enough but...i've never been good at things like this. just like i would never be able to go on the pill because i would forget all the time. and i don't take my calcium pills every day like i am supposed to, or my sketches. i am nearly a month and a half behind! my life pretty much consists of school school school now. i'm trying to get the whole studying thing down. my grades are improving. i am spending more nights in the library than i would like.

last night was halloween. it was pretty fun. i was pocahontas. i drank too much. but it was fun. it's rainy and cold and drab and gray and ugly this morning. we had to run out in the rain to get brunch (me and christine). it's days like this where i just wanna watch a movie, cuddle, and sleep all day. too bad i have no one to cuddle with? ha

i'm trying to figure things out with tay but i guess it's done now. maybe for good. it's a little disappointing, but it is what it is. i'm just excited to have my life back...or some of it, at least. i am just glad to be living again, to be breathing again, to be feeling again.

i need to go catch up on the hills online. until next time!

<3 Summer

Sep. 6th, 2009

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so this is where you are
and this is where i am
somewhere in between unsure
and a hundred


Aug. 23rd, 2009

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hey i'm college now. cool.

Jun. 18th, 2009

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i hate going places and doing things, and not having a camera to take pictures with. i need to get one asap!

this week has gone by so fast. it's been a blur. i haven't done much but work and sleep, and eat--barely. tomorrow is pay day, and then i have to go get my dad something for father's day...i have no idea WHAT. i'm bad at buying gifts. best friend is sleeping over saturday night. i work saturday till 4, then we'll probably do dinner with the girlsss...then home to pack. leaving for greenville sunday afternoon even though we have no idea where it is! ha this should be fun.

have a good weekend ya'll.

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Jun. 16th, 2009

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i avoid you like the plague in this town. i avoid the subject of you with mutual friends. i don't know how i feel about you. i don't know what to think about you. i don't know what to expect. so i don't feel anything, and i don't think anything, and i don't expect a single thing. it is what it is. and the thing is, it isn't. i think i'm letting go. it feels good. in fact, it feels amazing.
 

Jun. 11th, 2009

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tomorrow!!! :D
pool/grad party saturday afternoon.
the fray/jack's mannequin concert at 7 the same day.
and still time to party cause i dont work till 5 sunday owwww.

have a good weekend ya'll! i know i willlll.

Jun. 10th, 2009

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sup @ u

it's nearly 1 in the morning and i'm still up cause i know i won't be able to sleep. so i got hungry and i'm now eating leftovers from dinner and drinking mountain dew. has anyone else realized food tastes so much fucking better late at night?

 


2 days!

Jun. 8th, 2009

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i just got home from my anatomy exam. i got in my car, with my windows rolled up, and screamed as loud as i could...because i am done. i am done with highschool forever. it's finally hitting me...but it probably won't be until the day of graduation that it really hits me. and i'll probably end up crying haha. not because i'll miss highschool, but just because i'm leaving so many things behind, and starting a new chapter in my life. i'm sad, happy, excited, anxious, and nervous, but i'm ready.

going shopping.


3 days!

May. 18th, 2009

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Gossip Girl finale tonight!!!

25

May. 15th, 2009

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i'm starting a graduation countdown.


28 days!

May. 14th, 2009

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it's the end of the year, and you'd think it'd be less stressful, but it's actually the most stressed i've been all year.

to-do list:
 

  • pay senior obligations (turn in bio book + $70)
  • get new contacts ($45)
  • college shit
  • finish TA project
  • start anatomy project (10 min. oral presentation ugh)
  • more college shit
  • more college shit
  • exams
the reason why i mention the senior fees and contacts is because i have to pay for those myself. not to mention, i hate being a cashier because you have to pay when you come up short, and i'm currently paying back $95 dollars. i'm down to $25, but still. i hate not having money...or a job that actually pays well.

dear:

graduation, summer, orientation, college, boy who's supposed to miraculously appear in my life and make it all better...

hurry up.

going to study for my anatomy test tomorowwwwww...then bed. night ya'll.

May. 5th, 2009

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if ya'll were wondering, i hate blogging so you'll never see me updating this.
toodles~



 

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